okah im blogging here i am! today my sis coming back later morning2 today did homework clean the house went popular bought somethings for band and blabla.. didnt do much but cleaning. i eat 24hours aft finish eating i keep taking somemore den my mum scold me "Dah lah! , takmo ambek banyak" hahas. i took quite alot.. LOL. getting fatter everyday.. okehh got nth much to say but just updatinggg. tomorow schling already haizz mati here come stress! :( tc~!
chapter 7 (miss the moment)
Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 7:53 AM
aww....
i miss that moment together
:(
today feeling quite sad,lonely..
not emo but this is how i feel the whole day..
think and think..
what to do ..
haizz.. i'm really trying my best to put in the guts to talk to him ..
im always having butterflies in my stomach
its very hard..
sigh*
i just hope everyday together things get better
"Got to put it back together even if it takes forever"
i will try and try
i wont give up like last time
i'll push myself to the limit
"got to put it back together even if it takes FOREVER"
i'll do my best to fix it.
okahh..
today
didnt do much
rotting at home..
onlin-ing as pernormal
ok, tomorow sis coming back
arhhh dieeee..
i think she will block the comp again
sad:(
haizz...
i think tomorow i gg east coast
for cycling
follow my mum friend's bday chalet
heh..
and plus
relieving my painful stress.
got to stop thinking of so many things.
gt to aim , focus!
yes..
so i think thats it i'll be updating.
kbye.
Chapter 6
Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 4:50 AM
hello!! today had MPSS band practice. : D weee....!! i'm in MPSS EUPHONIUM/BARITONE : D : D my senior so kind and funny haha. i've made alot of stupid sounds but lucky she dont mind cos my first time learning about the thing : D i screamscream non-stop so happy!! hahaahahhaahaha...................... i love EUPHONIUM babe. FAVOLATE! yay! : D okie.. today had P.E i almost mati 2.4 lucky nvr go outside and train lucky dey. den today my captain is Farhanah (ex- ass class chairman) she push me like pushing me do 400 push ups. mati already. i think half of the 1st round i mati again.. lol. i push push push like doing pushing 500 push up. extra extra lol. i really almost died during sci. LUCKY bring towel. : D lucky got sweet:D so makan in class haha. okie im tired lehhh okok now im chatting wit abg angkatkuzzzzzxzxzxz and my mafiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaxzxzxzxzsczz okie dats it will i be updating and i think tomorow and next week BUSY again im changing number , changing appearance haha alot things changing this ending of the month gg. haha:D kk thats it i'll be updating okehh!
chapter 5
Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 1:45 AM
okie.. updating!!!~~ okie. i think yesterday i nvr update? LOLs.. i was super duper buper kuper TIRED!! i finally met my 2 JONAS brothers freaks and Leona! : D Qhairun , hazel , leona qhairun getting prettier and tall..! hazel getting short and fat..! leona getting japanese and short..! hahaha... okie. i met dem in damai i saw safiyah too.. haha prettier EVERYDAY : D so, we wnt 7-Eleven , resevoir. slacking ahaha.. so den, i was inside the bus on the way home. den i saw my BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i scream and shout , screamshoutscream shout haha den i went down with qhairun... den lol. den blabla. den went home. : D uwant noe more den u ask k. haizz... den tomorow -________________________________________________-" 2.4 again!! yesterday i failed 3 rounds. -___________________________________-" the previous 2 weeks. i pass leh 11mins i tot right i last week 4rounds inthe end i 3 rounds again. chicken. teacher said i can improve more on my timing dats why teacher put me 3 round sad sia. okie den tomorow wtf 4 rounds trial. i think one andhalf round i mati sia. i so stress out sia. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- okie.. but tomorow im excited!!! GOT BANDDDD PRACTICE weeee~~!!!! hope to get EUPHONIUM! : D heeh thats it. tc
Chapter 4
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 3:52 AM
Hi ! i'm updating again. okie. today im very very tired. i woke up 6.20am left at 7am reach at 7.20am okie.. today my crush saw me manymany times. he smiled! heheh... i ask his nomber yesterday but then huda 1F return the paper to him bcos i was no where to be found.. i didnt blame her.. patience is imposture! : D so , i think my crush suspect me i like him very much. haha.. im lucky anyways he is single. weeee! hehe but my problem wit hym not yet confirmly settled. alot happening today and yesterday i'm rushing to do things. i dont know why. my head spinning everyday thinking and how to solve things. okie... today i came back abt 3.30pm no maths remedial for me.. so went home early but before that i send hanna home ferst okie.. den came back went for class until 4-6pm but den i finish abt 630pm cos i needed to help teacher. : D so after helping teacher gave $1.50 to me and saiyidah to buy drink haha.. i went buy some frizzy icey juice drink im having brain freeze! : O !! k, im so stress. i have so many projects to do.. teacher say got alot tests but no exam.. i dont find any difference. lols.. okie. dats it for now i'll be updating. i cant wait to see my crush crush crush!! : D tomorow P.E and tomorow 2.4 -_____________________________________-" sad .... okie. tc!
Chapter 3
Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 5:28 AM
okie. updating~ okie. today had CCM okie. the CCM teacher i think fed up with us already because i think my class make too much noise and the express class didn't mind haha.. i've made alot of FRIENDS today. boys and girl. mixture. im nt racist. so all different races. hehe.. okie.. today i'm serious i'm really good girl. i help teacher put books in the locker and i get chocolates! ^^ 2 packets of it. small one lah dey. hehe.. i ate it during literature and maths lesson. lucky maths teacher allow the whole class to eat during maths lesson. haha.. okie.. literature today had test. english went to blue room. IH stayed at class. form teacher was absent literature had test maths was the same mother tounge nightmare. lol. okie. recess 10.45am vanilla keep calling and messagin me luckily teacher nvr see the lightning. lol. kene confiscate 1 month sad kan? i think thats it i will update. tuesday - i wont be free wednesday - i will be free thursday - i wont be free friday - i wont be free. busy kan ? my schedule. i'm having leadership trainings and ccas. and other activities. i like robot. nvr sleep. sad sia. conferm tired like mad. okie. thats it for now. tc
Chapter 2
Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 5:25 AM
okiez... i'm bored. i post 2 posts today.. one in the afternoon and one in the night time. aww... tomrow schooling already. haiz.. my problem with him yet not solve but i'll just keep waiting for him to say it. i dont know when will we both stop but even i let go of u , i remember the time we had together. i love you , baby : ( i just hope dat i'll find a way to express my feelings to u though.. haiz..
okie.. aites, tomorow coming week is such a busy week. i have alot events off and on. probably until june hols im free but pratically i wil try my best to still keep in contact . tomorow cikgu hajar is off to perth. but sadly i didnt go for her gathering.. got kenduri. sigh**
i've been so BUSY. projects are stacking homework are loading freedom is decreasing love is stopping preparing for my leadership haiz... but anyways.. i just cant wait for this friday. ^^ band practice. Weeee..!!! kiez. thats it for now i'll update.. tc.
Chapter one
Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 10:58 PM
Hello. i'm back to blogging. haiz.. im bored pratically. nothing much to do. er.. i think thats it for now. bye.
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